I need to get away from this. From everything. I may or may not blog for the next few days, we'll see. He called me a crazy psychopath. When did we get to this? One moment I was his and now I'm a psychopath? What a way to start the term. Today was my first day of classes and I basically cried through every single one of them. Now even my professors probably think I'm fucking crazy. I want to go home. I don't want to do this anymore. I'm so tired. I feel like I'll never be happy again. I don't remember what it feels like to be happy. The truth is, it feels like I've lost a limb. It's like I keep thinking he's there and when I turn around he's not.
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