I'm in Chicago, for the first time in my life, for Spring Break, and also for the first time in my life, I saw SNOW. :D Very happy about that. I spent all winter in Maryland but was cheated out of my opportunity to see snow. All I got was blistering cold and rain, but no snow.

I definitely needed this break. The stress of school was about to kill me. A few days ago I had a disaster that more or less nearly killed me but I'm not going to talk about it here because I'll just start crying again, and now, I'm moderately happy so I don't want to ruin it.

We went out to dinner last night; I'll put the pictures up later. I'm chilling in Chi-town with two of my best friends....but somehow, I'm not completely happy. Oh God, I'm so tired of living hand to mouth. This broke college freshman business is so not funny anymore... I need a damn job!

I'm trying to negotiate transferring to a new school, I'm confused about whether I really want to leave my old school, I'm afraid of everything, and I DO NOT recognise this person that I am becoming AT ALL! I want out dammit. Oh fuck it...