I've given up trying to understand
Last night HL gave me his TV

And his PS3

And all his games and music

And his arcade controller

And lots and lots of Japanese food

And my favourite Japanese Asakusa Rusks

He's going back to Japan tomorrow...
...last night we made up
He hugged me
I think I'm already thinking too much about it.
It's okay.
I won't think about it anymore... and I won't go backwards either
I'll just play his games and smile when I think of him
I've given up trying to understand