I've decided I need to focus on myself for the rest of the summer. Healing my emotional wounds, healing the damage I've wrought on my body and figuring out who I am and what I want to do. Love can wait right now. I can't.. I'm incapable of loving myself right now even though so many people have said that is what I need to do. I can't love myself so I take all that extra and focus it on HL extra hard.