It is what it is. I sabotaged another potentially good relationship and lost my friend in the process. You can only cry so much which is what I've been doing. I cry until I'm exhausted and then I pass out and wake up with no idea where I am or what happened until it all filters back in. I'm terribly sad but at the same time I don't feel too bad because I've been through this before and I know what to expect. I might be crying myself to sleep right now but I also know that one morning I will wake up and my pillow will be dry, and there'll be nothing but a dull ache in my heart and each morning the ache will grow less and less until one day I'll open my eyes and the pain will be gone.
Starting Over
Starting Over
Starting Over
It is what it is. I sabotaged another potentially good relationship and lost my friend in the process. You can only cry so much which is what I've been doing. I cry until I'm exhausted and then I pass out and wake up with no idea where I am or what happened until it all filters back in. I'm terribly sad but at the same time I don't feel too bad because I've been through this before and I know what to expect. I might be crying myself to sleep right now but I also know that one morning I will wake up and my pillow will be dry, and there'll be nothing but a dull ache in my heart and each morning the ache will grow less and less until one day I'll open my eyes and the pain will be gone.