Original My attempt - Almost done. Done. Medium is Black Biro Side by Side I haven't drawn anything in a really long time. Actually I haven't drawn anything major for years. For a long time now I've been agonising over the fear that my talent is truly gone and that I'll never get it back. I've tried to start drawing and painting again so many times but every time I try to draw something all I get is crap. It's painful. I used to be able to produce exact replicas of anything I looked at and now I can't even draw a chair and get it right. Three nights ago I spent the whole night crying because I tried and tried to draw the view from my window and just couldn't. I have my sketchbook and paints with me and my charcoal and pens, but nothing is coming and it's so scary.